Useless Thoughts

I really need to puke. Whether I will be able to or not, well, that is an entirely different story.

I have had under a thousand calories for the past three days, but I still hate myself. I feel so full. D:

I don’t want to feel like I am fighting for attention everyday, I just want someone to honestly need me. It is a lot to ask but I would be willing to go the distance for some people who can’t even take five minutes out of their day to text me back.

It doesn’t matter because I don’t matter

yourserenity:

It doesn’t matter if I don’t eat because I don’t matter

It doesn’t matter if I cut  because I don’t matter

It doesn’t matter if I drink because I don’t matter

It doesn’t matter if I take all my pills because I don’t matter

It doesn’t matter if I binge and purge because I don’t matter

Nothing matters because I don’t matter

(via yourserenity-deactivated2012011)

Just because I say I’m fat, doesn’t mean anyone bigger than me is. Just because I call myself huge, doesn’t mean anyone else is. Just because I say I weigh too much and i’m disgusting, doesn’t mean anyone who weighs more is disgusting. They are beautiful. I’m just not.

skinnierthanyouu:

Yes, gosh please everyone’s so annoying about this.

(via she-crys-herself-to-sleep)

I am so worried that all of my friends are going to realise that they need me far less than I need them. It has happened before.

Sometimes I have thoughts that no one will love me until I’m skinny.

lonelycreatures:

s-k-i-n-n-y-is-b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l:

always

^ this

(Source: liesandskinnythighs, via lonelybutgettingbetter)